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[08 Jun 2005|01:12am] |
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!@?@#$%^&*#$%&
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[07 Jun 2005|11:45pm] |
he's scum.
he's a good friend.
he's a total asshole.
im happy when he's here.
he makes me ill when he opens his fucking mouth.
im drained when he leaves.
he's concieted.
self absorbed.
he has a giant garden full of fake flowers and he gives them out to every girl he sees.
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[03 Jun 2005|11:34am] |
i've decided i want a love.
not a love of the week or the night.
a love that will last a while.
anyone know any tall [6'4 is prefered] large [250-300 lb.] burly [bearded] brown boys? [preferebly mexican]
that would be SUPER.
i found one yesterday, he was working at IGA.
turns out he has a girlfriend.
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT.
shopping yesterday was fun. joshua showed up, of course with vincent because they are attached at the hip. we all went to canton and had a fun fun time! matty didnt call me last night. boo.
i dont really have any plans for today except if jesse ever wakes up she's supposed to fix my nails. i have to work at 3:30 and sarah asked me to cover her on sunday, klair asked me to cover HER on saturday last night. sheesh. the things i do for people. K JESSE'S CALLING L8R.
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[02 Jun 2005|09:07am] |
monday i hung out with tawnie. i freakin love that girl.
tuesday and wendsday i did a whole lot of nothing except i went to muggswiggz tuesday. i've been really sick and lacking motivation. this morning autumn, jesse, josh and i are going shopping in canton, if i can figure out where josh is. i called his house and his mom said he's at school, which i doubt. but, we'll see if he shows up on time.
just a reminder, my graduation party is in 2 weeks on the 11th.
if you still need directions tell me! its not at my house, its at my uncle's.
i put an application in for medical records entry/pulling at altman hospital in canton. it would be a good paying full time job, but they're asking for experience. i hope dietary aide at a nursing home is good enough. ha.
so i called aveda yesterday, the beauty school i want to go to. they put me on hold 3 times, and it was long distance so i got pist and hung up. bastards. klair's going to call them today and see what she can get out of them.
im feeling alot better today and i might go work at the salon later. hopefully it will be a good day! :)
oh, by the way
this is my husband matthew. we love each other very much. except, he's homosexual.
im working on that part.
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[31 May 2005|11:31am] |
OK, I JUST WROTE A WHOLE FUCKING ENTRY AND HIT SOME CRAZY BUTTONS AND ITS GONE.
FUCK OFF FUCKING FUCKER FUCK.
FUCK!
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[29 May 2005|10:08am] |
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MIKE JONES- FLOSSIN |
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HEY IM GRADUATING TODAY.
OMFGZ.
MY DAD'S BORROWING MY UNCLE'S CADDY TO TAKE ME IN.
I ASKED HIM IF HE WOULD BUMP MIKE JONES WHEN I ROLL UP.
HE'S LIKE YEAH NIGGA.
IIIIIIIIIIIII STAY FLOSSIN IN THAT CANDY PAINT
SMOKIN DANK
SIPPIN DRANK
ON 84 SWINE
TEARIN UP THE LANE
TEARIN UP THE LAAAAAAAAANE YEAAAAAH
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[28 May 2005|10:56am] |
so. the last few days have been soooo hectic. this whole graduating thing is kind of surreal. i dont think i'll realize the importance of it until im actually on the stage in front of 300 of my peer's closest family and friends, including my own. i put my dress and shoes on with my cap and gown last night at around 3 AM when my dad got home. we talked about alot of things, which was really good. i've been running all week and i havent had a chance to sit down with him and talk about what's going on in each other's lives. those conversations are what i cherish most. my dad's SO so proud of me. he never graduated high school, and i have a feeling he'll make me cry a number of times tomorrow. im really glad my mother will be here, but i really really wish my grandpa would come. i love him so much and i really want him to be proud of me more than anyone else becuase i havent gotten that from him in over 3 years, since i won a speech contest in for school. that's the last time i've heard the words "im proud of you" from him. ok, im getting hazy, enough of that.
today my dad and i are going shopping, he's buying me some jewelry to go with my dress. i also have to tan [fake that is], probably multiple times becuase i havent in like a week and a half. jess waxed my legs the other night so that's handled and i just plan on chilling out while i still can. after graduation me, my dad, my brother, my gran and gramp Bailey and my aunt shirley and uncle bob are going out to dinner, melinda [my brother's girlfriend] might also come with. after that jess and i are driving to wooster for manda's party!!!!! im pretty excited about that also.
on another note, i bought the mike jones album yesterday. i HIGHLY recommend it to anyone that likes southern screw hip hop or has any intrest in hip hop at all. the themes are kind of repetitive but the beats are amazing, there are some awesome cameos [slim thug and paul wall are my favorites.]
also, i bought a car yesterday! for any of you that have acctually SEEN my car, aptly named Ghetto Box on Wheels, this is a major upgrade. its a 95 mitsubishi mirage, just a little 2 door but it gets great gas milage, and it probably wont break down every 5 days, which is a plus. the car itself is only 250, and it needs a transmition which run around 200 to 300, so overall a 550 dollar car? nigga pleaaaase.
i've narrowed my school choices down to Raphael's School of Beauty Culture and Aveda Institute. Raephel's is cheaper, and way close, its in town and offer basic ideas. the Aveda Institute [drool] is in Austintown [=/] but their course is only a thousand more than raphael's and i'll get 5 liscenses. Klair might be going there too, which would be good for rides, and Aveda is a line of Salon/Day spas and they have a vast product line that only uses organic materials, everything is all natural and i'de be placed in an Aveda salon. and make a buttload. Aveda is the obvious choice but there are so many factors. I'll choose sooner or later
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[26 May 2005|02:56pm] |
another sweet day.
this summer is gonna be awesome.
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[25 May 2005|12:48pm] |
oh i am having a most EXCELENT day.
ok first off, it was my last day of high school. EVER! well, i only went in for about a half an hour, and saw vince there [cry] we made eye contact but didnt speak. so yeah. whatever..
so when i got out of school i went straight to jess's house and mindy was already there, but jess wasnt. we were looking around for her car and we saw her coming down the street so we went out in the middle and flagged her down. which was HILARIOUS.
then we all went to get money and go to lunch. well, on the way to lunch mindy decided her car was fucked up and went to drop it of at Courtesy Kia. We thought they'de loan us a car or something to take to eat but they said they didnt do taht anymore, so they had someone drive us! we went out to the front to wait on our vehicle and around the corner came this huge bitchin SUV. the guy that drove us was way cute and we called him Mr. Bentley and pretty much harassed him. It was fun.
so he took us to china buffet and we ate some sweet food. i smuggled a fried biscuit in my large purse for Mr. bently and we took a crap load of fortune cookies for all the guys back at the car place. so i called for mr. bentley and he arrived. he had to stop and get gas and he let us bump some 107.9. He loved it. He even let me smoke in that bitchin truck. so we went back to the car place and they hadnt even started on min's car. we sat around in their big couches and watched tv for a while, then went out to the lot to look at stuff. well they have the radio on out there and Get Low came on, so instinctivly i dropped down and got my eagle on. [lol] one of the guys was out there and saw me and he goes "SHAKE IT DONT BREAK IT GIRLLL" and he started doing the harlem shuffel. laughter insued.
they finally got done with min's car and she has to get a whole new exauhst, so we're all going back in 3 to 5 buisness days and having mr. bentley drive us around again. we asked him to take us to the mall but he wouldnt [tear].
it was an awesome time, and i dont think i've laughed so much in a long time, and you KNOW that has to be alot because everything on the face of the Earth humors me.
no more school.
im thinking of having a party at my house on friday.
come get sweet.
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[23 May 2005|02:00pm] |
meet jeremy.
jeremy is a sexy single at alliance high. he is into theater, prissy men and long walks on the beach. we really like touching each other, and do it often at school. when we are away from each other we find/take photos to send to each other via phone.
he sent me this today.
enjoy.
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[23 May 2005|02:08am] |
notice the large orb in the photo. almost as if it were hanging from the tree.
can we say paranormal lynching?
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[20 May 2005|03:40pm] |
GUESS WHAT I GET TO SEE TOMORROW???@#%@$%@
THIS
AND THIS
AND THIS
AND THIS
AND THIS
AND THIS
AND THIS
i love friends.
tomorrow will rule.
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[19 May 2005|02:15pm] |
sigh.
everything's working out.
i guess.
i dont really want to go to work, i wish it was 9 PM already.
today i really wish i still worked at dairy queen so i could make myself a small blizzard with coconut, pecans, pineapple and marshmallow sause.
yum.
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[17 May 2005|03:09pm] |
when in a state of dispair:
1. call his house, knowing he's not there, call his cousin's house hoping he is.
2. breathing exercizes.
3. lots of cigarettes.
4. search for availible gang members and hicks in your area on www.myspace.com
5. drive around.
6. keep driving.
7. call "friends" for "company".
8. if all else fails, go buy 10 pieces of shitty jewelry at claire's for 5 dollars.
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[17 May 2005|10:48am] |
i just wrote vince a 3 page letter. he read it. he came into the hallway and yelled this is bullshit numerous times and ripped it up.
i puked.
there's vomit in my nose.
i want to die.
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[16 May 2005|08:22am] |
god its fucking senior skip day and im here, about to fucking cry in front of all these underclassmen.
anyone know the best door to dip out of unseen at alliance high school?
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[16 May 2005|08:01am] |
this is just something i need to get off my chest, because the person it's written to really doesnt want to hear anything i have to say.
dont lie to me. dont. its not fucking hard. its incredibly sad that you have to sit there and make up some elaborate lie that you KNOW will fall through just because you dont have the balls to tell me you dont want me.
im not your fucking "side piece."
im not your constant that will always be there for you to walk over when someone better isnt available.
i hear you sit there and talk about autumn. how she's SO GORGEOUS and you would do ANYTHING for her. you would stop smoking and drinking and everything, totally change who you are. but me. "why cant you be the hardcore stoner bitch i want you to be?" [yes, that is a direct quote from a living person believe it or not.] why must i change for you? because im not pretty enough? or am i just not worth it.
i dont fucking understand how you can lie to so many people at one time. i have to imagine it gets pretty hard keeping all those straight. especially when you're tripped out for 10 hours a day. you're fucking scum to me.
once a liar, always a liar.
you'll never redeem yourself from me, but i doubt im worth it for you to even try.
you know i saw it. you know how you acted last night. you know your stories didnt line up. you know i talked to misa and tawnie and everyone told me. you just dont fucking care. you would rather have fun fun fun fun. that's what life's about right? a kiss or a fuck or a joint or whatever you happen to want at the time so you can have fucking fun. you really could give a shit who you have to step on to get there.
yeah, i dont know anything about you. so fucking what. you dont want me to. im SO glad that this acctually happened so i can see your TRUE nature. your TRUE character of a liar and an asshole. you play it off so fucking well. i had no idea that your sweet face and your sweet words could be so careless as to not tell me the truth. yeah the truth would have still hurt like a bitch, but at least i would know. i would know not to talk to you again. i would know what you're all about and i wouldnt have to waste my time. but, thanks. thanks so much. for wasting all of my time.
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[30 Apr 2005|10:14pm] |
soooo today was my day to go shopping with jess.
she called around 9 AM saying she couldnt find her keys, and she had to be at her interview in canton at 10. i was like, well it only takes 20 minutes to get there, so find them and call me back.
she found them.
locked in her car. -_-
so, no canton. she said she'd call me when she got back from the interview, her uncle ended up taking her.
no news by noon so i called. she was out. called cell. she's shopping with christin. megan = pist.
so i get in the stupid dumb ass stupid cunt truck and drive to the mall. i park. "oh, i think i parked up too far." get out. look. "yes, i parked to far." get in truck. turn key........ nothing.
DEAD. THE FUCKING TRUCK IS MOTHER FUCKING FUCKING DEAD.
megan = pist.
nate comes. starts truck. no clothes. must die.
work was fine, my dad pissed me off becuase he was supposed to pick me up when i called him. he thought that was too early so picked me up about an hour later after i froze my ass off outside.
and now i just got done writing out 60 graduation party invites by hand.
woe is me.
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[30 Apr 2005|07:17am] |
yesterday blew, not for any one particular reason, i was just in a shitty mood to begin with.
you cant depend on anyone, parents flip out for no reason, and i had a very bad headache after work.
i went to bed around 10 and just woke up at 7 AM. But i feel really good.
today jess has an interview at a big salon in canton so christin and i are going with her there. then im going shopping for some much needed summer clothes. I went yesterday and got a really cute shirt and pink velvet sweatpant thingys of which i cant have enough. i feel really good right now, beside the fact that im really hungy and have nothing to eat in the house.
i kind of feel bad about going this morning becuase the house looks like shit, and i HAVE to get my graduation invitations out this weekend. oh yeah, that's last call if you want to come and i have to mail them to you [cough, ben, cough] so i need your address by like, tomorrow.
im really really excited about graduation. im getting a really awesome outfit for it, and i dont know, i know my high school career hasnt been all A's and extracurriculars but i think i've done really well for myself, and im proud to go over this hill in life. i think i've ACCTUALLY talked my mother and father into sitting down at a table together for the sake of their child. Me. After graduation i've arranged for Me, my brother, my dad, my mom, my stepdad, my grandma and grandpa bailey, my aunt on my mother's side and her husband and my grandfather's wife to all go to dinner together. Im REALLY happy about this, i love them all so much and i really wanted to share this all with them. I am still upset that my grandfather refuses to come just because he doesnt like my father. It's strange how 80 year olds can act like they're 8. Apparently im just not worth it. =/
SO anyway. I made a seperate journal. its megansafatass__
add it if you wish.
its soley for the purpose of me writing down what im eating every day and if im doing any kind of exercise.
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